Am I really that lame?

Yeah, this is our fifth week, almost half way through. This week is a busy week for me, so many things to do. Today was approached by 3 persons to do things for them. It is either i m too efficient, many ppl want me to do things for them or i look simply too free to them. Last wk, I discovery something, there is another student fr NYP that is attached to G** also. He is from sch of IT, and he is at the depart next to me. Through him, I notice one thing, NYP students like very weird and not presentable. Its like we will die if we do something for our supervisor or open our mouth to talk to ppl, maybe we are just too shy ba. But think he worse then me, cos he is the only intern there n he look like he really want to die.

Haiz, after abt one month, i can only say the thing i have done most is transaction cost. I have redo it for 48 times. I do until i can memorise, i even tell my friends that i have transaction nightmare. Thinking of it make me sweat. Haha, today is mid autum festival, so we have a small little gathering where we eat moon cakes n chit chat ard. There is this ang moh fr London who is attached to my depart. She damn gd life leh, live in a apartment studio with swimming pool sponsor by G**. Her rank is only abit higher then mine only lor. So we began chatting abt hw life in G** n my friend told her that i hate office job n wanted something more happening n outdoor. So she asked me what i would like to do in future n guess what, i told her i want to be a clown, n she actually heard it wrongly as accounting, kind of far rite, but its okay lar.lol. As we chat, i dunno isit i too pretty n distracted her, she actually spilled her drink on me, luckily its on my pant n shoe, not my white shirt. After abt a week or so, everybody know i m what kind of person I m and all my weakness are exposed like my eating habit. I start on all my crap n nonsense that is lame of course, but i think the ppl there kind of like it cos we r ppl fr the same world.

A blessing in disguise afterall

A very long time nv blog aready........ didn't know I still have supporters. This week is the inverse of last wk, this wk i m super happy. Let's say about GIC first, erm.......... this wk is a very enjoying one, really regret not opening my mouth n communicate with the ppl in my department. Perhaps when i first came, there was not other intern student other then me thus I was abit lonely and maybe all the while i have been interacting with all the female ppl in my department. Thank god to the incident that happened last wk, it forced me to opened up my golden mouth n ask for help. Really must thank this guy call William, he is a super nice person. Knowing i got scolded maybe becos he didn't help me to check. He spend almost one day to solved all my prob without doing what he is suppose to do, n this wk when my boss look at my wk she was very pleased cos all correct, but all thanks to him of course. I feel he is like "xue zhong song tan" give me help in my time of need, so sweet. Within one wk, I click very well with him n he is also from nyp, same sch same interest. We can chat on almost everything and he asked me out for lunch too, so i don't have to eat alone anymore. Really very very happy.................. One think i noticed that was very funny is nowadays, the guys are behaving more n more like girls and the girls are behaving like guys. The guys in my department are very gentle, maybe becos i m a girl ba, when we go for lunch, the guy will bring tissue for the girls. And girl are getting more violent and rough. The tp girl that has just joined is a nice person also, feel very comfortable with her.

They told me that i was a very pampered child, then i felt like really got abit like that. Maybe I got very high ego and could not stand simple criticism by other(boss). I think i am too sheltered. I will learn to be strong.

Happy or Sad? It doesn't matter anymore.................

It has been a long time since i last wrote in an entry. So think i gg to one n 4 all write everything in. So many thing happened in one week, be it financially, physically, mentally or emotionally. Firstly, financially, i spend like over $400 on my ds, icy blue one. Wow, a stingy person like me spending so much. But after looking at the colour, quality and the games of the ds, very worth it leh. But the only thing i felt not gd enough is i dun have the time to play.

Think physically everyone shld have ba, unless u r a robot, where u will not feel tired. I think i like 7 eleven like that, i work everyday, 7 days a week. But i felt different when i went back to work this sat. I felt so much happier, i super miss it, all the people, my friends, supervisors , working environment, everything. Now, i truely understand that when there is a comparsion, u will understand things that are gd but u didnt realise.

Now, more imptly, talk abt the stupid G**, after a wk of observation, i can confirm that it is a library, not an office. Everybody talk by whispering, if u talk at normal tone, the whole depart will hear u. As for my job scope, really cant believe what i m doing, not only do mgmt brief, pivot table, i was ask to create a query, performance report n currently learning those stock graph like what fsrc ppl r learning. Ai yo, i from accting not financial, i really cannt understand leh, u might as well kill me ba. As for lunch, i gave up fr eating, i rather spend my precious 2 hrs slping. Everyday i struggling to stay awake like panda bear.

When u found out u don't like the coy, u will start looking for the ending date, ph, wkend n etc. After doing a tabulation, there is only 1 ph that is on 8 nov, 47days after deducting wkend, ph, n the 7 days that we have wk for, there is still 446.5 hrs till today. So sian leh, i nearly got caught by the director while i was doing this. Today the asst director did a one to one appraisal with me. I can tell that she dont really like me though she was smiling. She kept qnsing whether i knew the purpose for doing all those works. All of course i dunno rite, but anyway, cant be bothered aready, I decided to reach n leave on the dot.

As for emotionally, i m so happy i patched up with my bb. I LOVE U! I will not say who my bb is.